Maybe

I found out a few days ago that my hubby was just teasing about throwing away my FertilAid. We've talked a few times again about trying, but I'm still not really sure what we're going to do. I wish I could come up with the money to try IVF again; I would do the shared-risk plan this time for sure. We are talking about selling our home in February, maybe we could use the equity from that and do IVF. My problem is that I want to make sure we have a nice place to live - to raise a family. We are officially certified Foster Parents now, so we are just waiting for "the call." We are also looking into Foster-to-Adopt, but I'm not sure what situations "T" and I can handle. I've always been a person who has to "look before I leap." I usually have to know what I'm getting into, and know that I can handle it. Afterall, I dont want to cause more harm than good - especially when it comes to little kids that need some regularity in their life.

I truly want to be a mother; in fact, I would call it more a need than a want. I may order some FertilAid and start up on that again, it wouldnt hurt to get my insides all in shape again. Even if it doesnt result in pregnancy, at least I may feel better. Then if "T" and I decide we for sure want to try again, my body may be more willing to accept a pregnancy.